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I got shots yesterday. It stung. Soooo today my ring snuggie gets here and I’ll be able to wear my engagement ring. I have felt bad because Mr. Longfellow has been saying “you don’t like it do you…”. I think it’s beautiful and even more special because it was his grandmothers. He got a tattoo. It’s the roman crest. I stood there for an hour and 45 min. I kept blacking out and I tried my best to stay in the room with him. The smell of alcohol for a long time makes me sick that and anxiety. I wanted to be done already. The tattoo artist in the room didn’t even offer me a chair. So I stood the whole time. I left and sat in the lobby and 2 min later he comes out and asks if Im okay. I only left because I didn’t want to throw up on him. But I got hugs and he thanked me for going with him to get his tattoo. I finally got my film for the Lomography Diana+  camera I have. Tim from Urban Outfitters ordered the wrong film. He ordered 110 film ams it says right on the camera it takes 120. 110 is for the way littler cameras /: I was so sad yesterday when i tried applying it. So its out in the mailbox with the return sticker on the box. My awesome phone case I ordered? It totally doesn’t fit. The Verizon guy told me I had purchased a Droid Mini. So I went home and ordered a case… For a droid mini. I got the case and the openable ports on the case don’t go to anything on my phone /: so I’m also returning that. I’m selling my iPod touch on Gazelle.com. They quoted me $37. It’s years old but money is money it’s not like I’m still using it. So that is also chillin in the mailbox. It’s actually pretty cool and simple you put in your device info then you put in your address and they ship you a box you make sure your device is cleared and put it in the box. Then you use the return label they give you and put it over the original sticker and they give you a sticker to seal the box 🙂 I love when boxes don’t need tape. A roll of clear packing tape is $4.46 at the post office. On the phone case package I definitely used office desk tape #yolo

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I forgot to throw in.. After going to the verizon store yesterday his parents invited us to dinner with them at carrabbas. I thought it was very nice of them. And after we were in the car going home mama thanked us for joining them. It made me happy. It’s nice to feel wanted.

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My posts haven’t been posting /: anyway. Yesterday was Valentines day. I painted my pandas nails haha. I’m surprised. If I was a guy I’d say no. After that we got up and went to the verizon store and I got a droid mini. Now I don’t have to worry about $83 a month for my iPhone. Between me and Mr. Longfellow we pay $120 a month. I was happy his parents took the time and patience to get it taken care of. Papa Longfellow is bringing me Taco Bell. Oh yeah, I don’t eat meat so it’s just a cheese quesadilla. DELICIOUSNESS. It’s super cold. I’ve got a jacket and socks and I’m still ice. The other day I was sitting in bed with a winter coat on. Nice and toasty as i swam in business cards. I was so happy to be done with them. It killed my phone battery. So it’s Saturday and I ordered a “ring snuggie” (I think that’s what it’s called) for my beautiful engagement ring 🙂 it’s like a size and half too big and I had tape on the back and it was irritating my hand. So yeah it’s a piece of surgical grade PVC and it comes with 6 different size pieces. Amazon said it’d be here Tuesday or Wednesday. I also ordered my Droid Mini case. I love having free 2 day shipping! But yeah it’s black and lime green. Otterbox only had 3 one that’s grey/white, black, and purple/ light blue. I am not a fan of purple. My case obviously isn’t an otterbox but for once I have insurance on my phone so I’m not so paranoid. I am cautious with my technology. I’ve only dropped my iPhone 3 times and I got it in September of 2013. The black and lime green case said it was tested with military drop testing which involves shock and such so yeah. That should get here on Tuesday. Speaking of amazon still. Mr. Longfellow is a fan of Kingdom Hearts and I ordered him a Nintendo 3Ds skin with all of the characters from Kingdom Hearts. This was to be his valentines present. Well me and my lovely attention span mixed up the numbers ans it got delivered to the wrong house. So as usual I tracked the shipping like a hawk and saw it said delivered but I was home all day and didn’t get it so then I went back to amazon and reviewed the order and realized my mistake. I sent a message to the seller explaining the situation and how it got send back to them and asked what could I do. They told me it’s not a problem and they would send out a replacement. That was Monday. They didn’t ship it until 3 days later. Even though I would have liked to have it by now because I used 2 day shipping I’m grateful that they are sending it. That should be here on Tuesday as well. I like opening boxes 😀 

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Happy humpdaaaaaaaaaay! So I found out my sister is moving to Texas. Seems like everyone is leaving lately. I finally told her I’m engaged and she said ” i feel sorry for dad he’s losing everyone”.  I asked what she meant and she just stated that she’s moving and me and my oldest sister are getting married (not to each other…. That’d be weird). I mean what. people expect me not to start my own life just because of my parents? i’m not the one moving states away… I’m finally happy and no one deserves to tell me that I can’t finally have that. As I’m sitting here gizmo, the extremely fluffy cat, keeps licking my foot. Am I the only one who gets disturbed by this? Cats tongues are like sand paper and just. No. Haha. Yesterday I went to a bank in town and made some hot cocoa. How nice is that?! Talk about hospitality. Oh what you’re waiting for a branch manager? Here have some deliciousness. 2 days until valentines day. I’m probably not even doing for valentines day my sweetheart has to work 4:30 and doesn’t get home until an hour later. But i appreciate the time i do get. Do cats see in black and white? i know dogs do. I ordered film for my old style camera and the mail came and it’s not here  😦  i’m looking forward to the days i can go to creepy cemetaries and take pictures for the book im co-writing. But i give most of the credit to JG  Fitzgerald it’s his creation i’m a supplement. 

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Mondays. Eventhough im graduated i still dislike them. Yesterday i finally went to my moms house because she wanted to “chat”. Her chats always consist of telling me all of the things that she detests.Speaking of, i told my parents im engaged. I rambled talking about sharpies for 2 minutes and then i got the courage. My dad got up and left the room. I just want for once for them to be happy for me. I wouldnt trade my fiance for another soul in the world. Yes, he gets grumpy sometimes but so do i and every day i get next to him is a treasure. My mother also asked how long ive known him and i knew she’d ask because thats what she does.. She waits until im finally happy again and tells me the person is using me and they don’t feel the way they say they do about me.It’s pretty hurtful. I don’t care how long it’s been i’m commited to one man and he’s committed to me. So when she said i should wait until next summer to get married i got defensive. She twists the knife. She’s told me how people wouldn’t stay with me … what kind of mother says that to their daughter. Parents are supposed to show affection and love for their children. My father has never told me i look pretty, beautiful, gorgeous, ect. not even on prom day when i hugged him before i left… you know how sad that is? Every father should say that to their daughter. Especially when she’s all dressed up. and its not that he hides emotion. He says it to my other sisters… it makes me feel like an outsider  and even more because im adopted.just. i don’t understand.

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so its 6 days until valentines day. yay? ive only had someone on valentines day 1 year we split up because hes a total controlling jerk. but this year im actually happpy to have someone in my life. People often dont appreciate someone spending time with another because whether they say it or not theres 5 other things they could be doing instead. like right now, im blogging while my fiance is playing battlefield 4. guys need their “guy time” so i occupy myself with other things until hes done. this summer im getting married. i said july 17th and he said okay. i was just  throwing a random date out there and seeing what he said but if its a weekday then its going to be moved.