i got my laptop charger yesterday 😀 i’m unstoppable now. I use my #koolkid phone, laptop, and company Ipad, I am very thankful for technology. Online banking is awesome sauce. It’s annoying having to wait in line at a bank that only has one person working. To me it’s on the same level as automated systems. “press 4 for technical support” *presses 4* “Due to high call quantity there will be a hold for the next available representative” here i am thinking oh cool i will just wait…” please enter the social security number associated with this account”…… D: “nooooooooooooo!!!!”. I was calling technical support to pay a bill on my sisters plan.. how would i know all their identity mojo.. so i go into the store.. “hi how may i help you” “i need to pay a bill”. The woman takes my money and gives back the proper amount and i go on with my day. Simplicity. That’s all i want. Tomorrow i have a date with Mr. Longfellow 🙂 he said last night we would be going to see The Lego movie Wednesday. Since i’ve moved in we really haven’t had date nights like we used to. Before, when i was a live-in nanny in another city, he’d take me out to eat or see a movie every weekend/every other weekend when i was able to leave work. I don’t think his mom likes me as much. He’s been sick lately and i was making him grilled cheese in the kitchen and his mom came in and was basically asking to give him tylenol.. it hadn’t even been an hour since i gave him mucinex.So i stood there and i just grinned and she asked what and i said it doesn’t matter and she kept asking so i stated thebox said don’t take with tylenol; and she says “see that’s why i went to nursing school i know he can take one with it”. So i was like whatever( i didn’t say that but i was thinking it). I wasn’t saying she’s wrong.. i’m just very to code about medicine. I rarely take medicine. I avoid it because i grew up seeing a family member pop pills everyday. If i have a really bad headache i will go pass out for 2 hours and if that doesn’t help i will try eating and or drinking water. AND THEN i will resort to medicine. I had a best friend in high school. She was like my sister and she drank.. she would pressure me to and i will admit.. i did 3 times in very small quantities. Then after her brother had surgery on his mouth he was prescribed liquid codine. She would mix it in a thermos with her drinks and tried getting me to drink it. Then she had surgery on her chin because it got infected and she got vicaden. Which also she took with her drinks. i told her it was wrong and she needed to stop or i wouldn’t be around anymore and i’d tell her mom. Her parents let her drink they just didn’t know about the meds. I didn’t do it because i knew it was wrong and i didn’t want to die from it. She weighs alot more than me so her body can handle bigger quantities of medicine. About a year ago she sent me a friend request on Facebook and i let it sit there and after a few months i accepted it. She still has yet to message me. It’s whatever. meh. I have a headache. How many people actually read this blog anyway. I’d love some comments.
It’s friday.. no flea market for kitty. Mr. Longfellow is sick and doesn’t want to go. So he’s just gonna sit on his computer all day. If that’s how this weekend goes I’m not going to be happy. He has today, tomorrow, and Sunday off. He said he wanted to go see the Lego movie when the previews first came out and the week it was premiering and I thought ” who wants to go to the flea Market sick and when it’s raining I’ll ask if he still wants to go see the Lego movie, it involves him just sitting there.” he said no. Most computer geeky guys live on their computer because they have nothing else until they find a girlfriend..and here I am … “Perfect woman” and I get 15 min after he gets off work and that’s while he’s eating then back to the computer, he showers, then sleeps. I don’t know. its just meh. And now that he’s sick it’s even less time. So I’m being a good fiancé and making him food and getting him medicine. He’s actually out of mucinex so later we are going to walmart for more. Today my proper phone case is scheduled to arrive. Yay? I have a headache and I never fully recovered from when I was sick last time. I kept the mucus cough. So I’ll probably go get my lungs checked in two weeks. tom and jerry is on. It’s a quite violent children’s show. But Regular Show on Cartoon Network the 3rd and 4th episodes mordecai anod rigby say “pissing me off”. Gizmo the fluffy kitty is passed out my calves. Sour gummies sound really good right now.
Well it’s Thursday. Nothing really fun happened today. Oh wait a psycho guy decided to message me on Facebook and told me he was going to chop off all my fingers because he said he’d like to get to know me and I replied with a picture of my ring. He continued to call me very horrible things and I stated he should’ve read my profile then he would’ve saw I’m taken. Mr. Longfellow will be giving him a call later tonight 🙂 I thought it was stupid how the guy told me he doesn’t have time to read my profile ( thats the clean version) and I said you don’t have time to read that but you’ll continue to message me being vulgar all because you got mad I’m not single. Anyway… Tomorrow Mr. Longfellow and I are going to the flea market and then to Kay jewlers. My ring snuggles did come in but I had to put two on. So there’s a little one then a big one over it. But yeah mama said that they should be able to resize it for $50. I helped her with some vases for an event that they are going to this Saturday. She really is nice. Everyone here makes me feel like family and included. I should be getting my replacement phone case either tomorrow or Monday 😀 saturday is the family BBQ. Oh yay.. Once again I get to sit around a bunch of meat and be awkward. I’ll just eat mashed potatoes. Mama said she’d make me some homemade Mac and cheese to take. She’s at the store right now. Papa Longfellow just got home and is grumpy.. I use his laptop charger when he is at work and his computer apparently doesn’t keep unless it’s plugged in and it was at 25%. So he’s over there in his special chair cussing at his computer. I feel bad every time I use it so I ordered one today. It was only like $16. Which is pretty good. HP wanted $44 and something then the shipping. Maybe I’m becoming a brand embassador like JG_Fitzgerald.
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I got shots yesterday. It stung. Soooo today my ring snuggie gets here and I’ll be able to wear my engagement ring. I have felt bad because Mr. Longfellow has been saying “you don’t like it do you…”. I think it’s beautiful and even more special because it was his grandmothers. He got a tattoo. It’s the roman crest. I stood there for an hour and 45 min. I kept blacking out and I tried my best to stay in the room with him. The smell of alcohol for a long time makes me sick that and anxiety. I wanted to be done already. The tattoo artist in the room didn’t even offer me a chair. So I stood the whole time. I left and sat in the lobby and 2 min later he comes out and asks if Im okay. I only left because I didn’t want to throw up on him. But I got hugs and he thanked me for going with him to get his tattoo. I finally got my film for the Lomography Diana+ camera I have. Tim from Urban Outfitters ordered the wrong film. He ordered 110 film ams it says right on the camera it takes 120. 110 is for the way littler cameras /: I was so sad yesterday when i tried applying it. So its out in the mailbox with the return sticker on the box. My awesome phone case I ordered? It totally doesn’t fit. The Verizon guy told me I had purchased a Droid Mini. So I went home and ordered a case… For a droid mini. I got the case and the openable ports on the case don’t go to anything on my phone /: so I’m also returning that. I’m selling my iPod touch on Gazelle.com. They quoted me $37. It’s years old but money is money it’s not like I’m still using it. So that is also chillin in the mailbox. It’s actually pretty cool and simple you put in your device info then you put in your address and they ship you a box you make sure your device is cleared and put it in the box. Then you use the return label they give you and put it over the original sticker and they give you a sticker to seal the box 🙂 I love when boxes don’t need tape. A roll of clear packing tape is $4.46 at the post office. On the phone case package I definitely used office desk tape #yolo
I forgot to throw in.. After going to the verizon store yesterday his parents invited us to dinner with them at carrabbas. I thought it was very nice of them. And after we were in the car going home mama thanked us for joining them. It made me happy. It’s nice to feel wanted.
My posts haven’t been posting /: anyway. Yesterday was Valentines day. I painted my pandas nails haha. I’m surprised. If I was a guy I’d say no. After that we got up and went to the verizon store and I got a droid mini. Now I don’t have to worry about $83 a month for my iPhone. Between me and Mr. Longfellow we pay $120 a month. I was happy his parents took the time and patience to get it taken care of. Papa Longfellow is bringing me Taco Bell. Oh yeah, I don’t eat meat so it’s just a cheese quesadilla. DELICIOUSNESS. It’s super cold. I’ve got a jacket and socks and I’m still ice. The other day I was sitting in bed with a winter coat on. Nice and toasty as i swam in business cards. I was so happy to be done with them. It killed my phone battery. So it’s Saturday and I ordered a “ring snuggie” (I think that’s what it’s called) for my beautiful engagement ring 🙂 it’s like a size and half too big and I had tape on the back and it was irritating my hand. So yeah it’s a piece of surgical grade PVC and it comes with 6 different size pieces. Amazon said it’d be here Tuesday or Wednesday. I also ordered my Droid Mini case. I love having free 2 day shipping! But yeah it’s black and lime green. Otterbox only had 3 one that’s grey/white, black, and purple/ light blue. I am not a fan of purple. My case obviously isn’t an otterbox but for once I have insurance on my phone so I’m not so paranoid. I am cautious with my technology. I’ve only dropped my iPhone 3 times and I got it in September of 2013. The black and lime green case said it was tested with military drop testing which involves shock and such so yeah. That should get here on Tuesday. Speaking of amazon still. Mr. Longfellow is a fan of Kingdom Hearts and I ordered him a Nintendo 3Ds skin with all of the characters from Kingdom Hearts. This was to be his valentines present. Well me and my lovely attention span mixed up the numbers ans it got delivered to the wrong house. So as usual I tracked the shipping like a hawk and saw it said delivered but I was home all day and didn’t get it so then I went back to amazon and reviewed the order and realized my mistake. I sent a message to the seller explaining the situation and how it got send back to them and asked what could I do. They told me it’s not a problem and they would send out a replacement. That was Monday. They didn’t ship it until 3 days later. Even though I would have liked to have it by now because I used 2 day shipping I’m grateful that they are sending it. That should be here on Tuesday as well. I like opening boxes 😀
Happy humpdaaaaaaaaaay! So I found out my sister is moving to Texas. Seems like everyone is leaving lately. I finally told her I’m engaged and she said ” i feel sorry for dad he’s losing everyone”. I asked what she meant and she just stated that she’s moving and me and my oldest sister are getting married (not to each other…. That’d be weird). I mean what. people expect me not to start my own life just because of my parents? i’m not the one moving states away… I’m finally happy and no one deserves to tell me that I can’t finally have that. As I’m sitting here gizmo, the extremely fluffy cat, keeps licking my foot. Am I the only one who gets disturbed by this? Cats tongues are like sand paper and just. No. Haha. Yesterday I went to a bank in town and made some hot cocoa. How nice is that?! Talk about hospitality. Oh what you’re waiting for a branch manager? Here have some deliciousness. 2 days until valentines day. I’m probably not even doing for valentines day my sweetheart has to work 4:30 and doesn’t get home until an hour later. But i appreciate the time i do get. Do cats see in black and white? i know dogs do. I ordered film for my old style camera and the mail came and it’s not here 😦 i’m looking forward to the days i can go to creepy cemetaries and take pictures for the book im co-writing. But i give most of the credit to JG Fitzgerald it’s his creation i’m a supplement.
Mondays. Eventhough im graduated i still dislike them. Yesterday i finally went to my moms house because she wanted to “chat”. Her chats always consist of telling me all of the things that she detests.Speaking of, i told my parents im engaged. I rambled talking about sharpies for 2 minutes and then i got the courage. My dad got up and left the room. I just want for once for them to be happy for me. I wouldnt trade my fiance for another soul in the world. Yes, he gets grumpy sometimes but so do i and every day i get next to him is a treasure. My mother also asked how long ive known him and i knew she’d ask because thats what she does.. She waits until im finally happy again and tells me the person is using me and they don’t feel the way they say they do about me.It’s pretty hurtful. I don’t care how long it’s been i’m commited to one man and he’s committed to me. So when she said i should wait until next summer to get married i got defensive. She twists the knife. She’s told me how people wouldn’t stay with me … what kind of mother says that to their daughter. Parents are supposed to show affection and love for their children. My father has never told me i look pretty, beautiful, gorgeous, ect. not even on prom day when i hugged him before i left… you know how sad that is? Every father should say that to their daughter. Especially when she’s all dressed up. and its not that he hides emotion. He says it to my other sisters… it makes me feel like an outsider and even more because im adopted.just. i don’t understand.
so its 6 days until valentines day. yay? ive only had someone on valentines day 1 year we split up because hes a total controlling jerk. but this year im actually happpy to have someone in my life. People often dont appreciate someone spending time with another because whether they say it or not theres 5 other things they could be doing instead. like right now, im blogging while my fiance is playing battlefield 4. guys need their “guy time” so i occupy myself with other things until hes done. this summer im getting married. i said july 17th and he said okay. i was just throwing a random date out there and seeing what he said but if its a weekday then its going to be moved.